Wow, I am still in disbelief hubby and I had the “talk”. We were sitting here with the baby and he said, I can’t believe this is our last child. The last time we will have a 9 month old (she’s 10 mos on tuesday). I had said something like well it doesn’t have to be… we could have another one. Then he said if you think you are up for it. So I guess that’s a go, if we want to go for one more try. I am still debating, I don’t want to have happen what just did. I don’t think I could handle another loss, especially this soon after the twins. It still seems strange to even say that. I have had a period since the D&C. So we’ll see. It’s not to say it’ll even work when we try.

I’m still trying to adjust to work, that place is certainly a zoo. I’m sure the more I’m there the better things will get. My main complaint is the co-workers. There aren’t that many that like to work with others. That makes for a difficult place to be. The work is always the same, it’s adjusting to the staff. urgh. I think I am resigning for my work at the nursing home. The director is too much of an ass. She’s actually starting to take shifts from me now that I had been booked in to work in a few weeks. So instead of them letting me go, i should do it first.

Oh well must go, baby is looking for me.

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12 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. nailgirl24
    Feb 04, 2007 @ 21:57:00

    Well I say go for it teehee. If we had the room, I might consider it.

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  2. Lizzy
    Feb 04, 2007 @ 22:58:00

    I think that’s great that you and the hubby are open to exploring the possibility of another go. And that you’re there for each other as you work through your recent loss.
    And as for work: screw em. If they’re taking shifts away from you (can they do that?), why wait for them when you’ve got full time work lined up?
    Spend that extra time at home with your family.
    I can’t believe the baby is going to be 10 months already! YOWZAH!

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  3. Lesley
    Feb 05, 2007 @ 01:48:00

    Ahhh, the joys of working, good and bad hey.. It’s true it is better to resign than be sacked. Do you think it has come to that? It’s wonderful that your optomistic and are going to try again. I hope this is the time for you and that it comes easily. Take care of yourself and your spirit.
    Hugs Lesley

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  4. Tonya
    Feb 05, 2007 @ 14:24:00

    good luck with whatever you both decide to do πŸ™‚

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  5. Josefina
    Feb 05, 2007 @ 14:27:00

    It’s good you and hubby had that open talk, it’s very liberating I think, to talk about what you both are feeling and all…
    Keep us informed about whatever decision you make! you’re still very young, so that shouldn’t be a problem!!

    Good luck at work!!

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  6. Shannon
    Feb 05, 2007 @ 19:10:00

    my mom has the same problem with the other nurses she works with… but good luck on the TTC again…

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  7. Merr
    Feb 05, 2007 @ 20:30:00

    I say go for it. Things happen for a reason. It might not happen right away, but it will happen when it supposed to. That is what I have to live by. At least you have free sperm, so try, try, and try again!

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  8. Karen
    Feb 06, 2007 @ 02:10:00

    How exciting! Congrats for even having the talk. It’s a big step!

    I am hooked on Grey’s now. It’s fun to be able to talk about TV with people, because usually I have no idea what anyone’s talking about with TV shows!

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  9. Hannah
    Feb 06, 2007 @ 05:09:00

    Yay for possibilities! Let us know what you decide! πŸ™‚

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  10. Susan in va
    Feb 07, 2007 @ 16:54:00

    This is wonderful to hear! I’m still on the fence about having another. I don’t want to look back on my life with regrets.

    Time will tell…..

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  11. nailgirl24
    Feb 08, 2007 @ 17:01:00

    I just posted on my blog about how now I wasn’t sure that we were done!!

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  12. Anth
    Feb 09, 2007 @ 02:12:00

    The talk! Exhilirating & terrifying all at the same time. At least to me.
    Best of luck, both with the ttc & the bleh situation at the nursing home.

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