Well I finally saw the newest epidose of America’s Next Top Model, cause I fell asleep at 8pm the night it was originally aired. I was so upset to see Diana kicked off, she’s one of the prettiest girls on the show, “full-figure” like she looks like a real woman, and they gave her the boot cause Jay asked why she wanted to be ANTM, and she said, “just cause”. Well shit, I suppose if that’s a good enough reason then fine, but I am so terribly disappointed to see her go~

So far you can probably tell I’m super emotional these days. My post yesterday may have given me away πŸ˜‰

I appreciate all of the comments and some people’s comments made me realize that yah, maybe they were reacting as if it were them experiencing this, so I’ll give them the benefit of the doubt. But hell I’m still pissed for now. I guess they’ll know about this baby (god willing if all goes well) once I start getting big, because I have no plans to let them know anytime sooner. Neither do I plan on telling the family. Well hubby’s that is. I mentioned how my MIL said when I announced A’s upcoming arrival: “i think your F**&*ng nuts”. That’s enough for me, nope she’ll have to guess on her own about this one.

The funniest thing is that I am giving my baby things, the swing, carseat, playgym and clothes to my cousin who’s having a girl in May. I couldn’t even tell my mother the difference, she can just take the stuff and I’ll have to get it back in the fall, and of course my maternity clothes are gone too. Looks like I may have to go shopping for some new things.

Well I’m not sure what else to blog about, I’m freezing, my boobs hurt, i have cramps that are driving me nuts, I know I had them with A but it’s a constant worry that I may miscarry. But I’m a nauseated as can be at different times through the day, actually I feel good right now, and I’m superr tired.

Haha there’s some random blogging for ya, eh Jen!

I’ll leave you with my little darlings pic, she’s going to be 1 on Friday, I still can’t freakin believe it!

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16 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. nailgirl24
    Apr 02, 2007 @ 22:37:00

    SO big and grown up. She still looks like your 5 year old daughter.

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  2. JuliAnn
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 00:46:00

    She is soooo big! Alivya still looks like she could be 9 months old… compared to A! I’m sorry about your friends reaction, I am so excited for you. Think positive thoughts… it worked for me for 6 weeks! πŸ˜‰ Hubby and I have been talking about one more try… maybe this fall… we will have to see. There are a lot of changes going on in our lives. Your’s too I guess! How do you think the older kids are going to take the news?

    Well, sending good vibrations your way!

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  3. my4kids
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 01:34:00

    Thanks for your comments.

    Also I don’t blame you for still being pissed about the friends it was hard for me when my friends and family reacted that way. Depending on how they react as time goes by will be the real judge though right? Everyone fell in love with Madison once she was here even though my mil complained the entire pregnancy. Until she was born and I did have a hard time not reminding her at the time but decided it wouldn’t be mature of me…I like the idea though of just letting the rest figure it out as you get bigger…haha. I think if I ever got pregnant again I may have to do that also.
    On another note your little A is very cute!

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  4. karen
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 02:25:00

    So cute! I love that pic. I can’t believe those teeth!

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  5. Chas
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 03:43:00

    I think it’s quite hilarious that you’re going to make your friends figure out about the pregnancy on their own…OH, and your MIL! That would be awesome!! I’d love to keep mine in the dark next time we have one…but that’ll never happen…my husband wouldn’t go for it.

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  6. villagegirl
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 04:56:00

    She is just pure sweetness!
    Hee! That would be a hoot to not tell anyone and make them guess. Have fun! πŸ™‚

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  7. THE BLUEST BUTTERFLY
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 06:56:00

    I am excited about your new baby & praying for you.

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  8. Wendy
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 11:58:00

    She is adorable! What pretty eyes:)

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  9. Heidi
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 12:44:00

    I think it’s wonderful that you’re having such a big family, and it’s unique. If people don’t like it, they can suck it. What’s it to them anyway?? They’re just jealous you have a gift, and you love having children.

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  10. Heather Noel
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 14:11:00

    She is so beautiful. She has got a great smile!

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  11. Christina
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 14:14:00

    Little late to the party since I was out of town…congratulations! Fingers crossed for a smooth pregnancy. πŸ™‚

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  12. Jodie
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 15:56:00

    YAY!! I’m so excited for you. You’re an awesome mother! Blah to your friends…they’ll come around when they mature.

    LOL about MIL – keep her in the dark…that would be a great game.

    And your daughter is darling…what a beauty.

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  13. Emily
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 17:55:00

    Adorable picture. Pay no attention to your friends. If they can’t be happy for you then they don’t deserve to be in the loop.

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  14. Claudia
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 18:47:00

    Wow, she’s so big and her hair is so long now! How adorable!

    Congrats on the pregnancy, I’m just catching up on my blog reading now!

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  15. Merr
    Apr 03, 2007 @ 19:12:00

    Holy cow she has gotten big! I can’t believe she’ll be one already. definately time for another one!

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  16. jenhen
    Apr 04, 2007 @ 02:25:00

    Awesomely random post!! LOL

    And that baby girl of yours just gets more and more beautiful!!

    Reply

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